Saturday, June 30, 2007
it's funny when you find yourself..
looking from the outside..
i'm standing here..
but all i want..
is to be over there..
Saturday, June 30, 2007
and it did happen..
fell in love with "high school musical" lately..crazy over it..
all the songs..and the story..everything..
went out with sj today..met her in tamp..den went to marina square..went to have lunch..den saw some ppl..ehem..hmm..den funnie lor..we faster go off..den went walk ard..den went bugis..walked ard..talked about alot of things..
she noes everything about wads going on...except for one..which i'm suppose to tell her when the time is right..she asked bout it today..but felt its better if i dun say it today..girl..will realli tell u soon k?? =)
had lots of fun this week in sch..or even outside sch..
mon-trading of op..my class on duty..fun n laughter all the way..n got back retail prac 1 paper..
tues-got back finance paper..
wed-went to sch for oni 1 hour..for apel..
thurs-had spss..den break..den got back otcm paper..
fri-mb lect..pdt briefing..got back mb paper..den went to lab..cont'd proj..den went to bedok to eat lunch..den went to redhill get our stuffs...den me n kj went chinatown to find the hooks..but couldn't..its either toooooo smalll or toooo big..hai...headache..
today is the closure of the national stadium..so sad..they were so mani ppl at the stadium..had fireworks and performance..
the sadness is here again..
i'm trying my best to maintain the current situation..
u helped me alot..
i can feel..
i know..
thanks..
for making all the pain go when i needed to stay healthy and get myself to study..
u helped me alot..
thanks..
i don't know wad to say other than "thanks"..
thanks
Saturday, June 30, 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
why did i let myself believe..
miracles could happen..
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Saturday, June 23, 2007
2 weeks of holidays will end soon..and honestly, i dun feel like having holidays at all..so mani projs to do..first wk of sch have to hand in Finance proj..and show the final proposal for BoE..all i did during holidays is projs projs projs..ans shopping too!!!hmm..other than this 2 things being done during holidays..i even got sick n worst still..nvm..forget it..
there are a lot of things which i heck care alreadi..let nature take its course..thats what most people say..school starting next wk..OP sale in 1st ave..den will have tradin after tt..den after ard 2 weeks will be tradin for 2R01 and 02..other than school work..i will have not much spare time at all..hmm..wadever..
who noes wad will happen in the future..even if someone does..there's nth tt person can do..it's difficult to prevent..not even saving it..there's no way to change..
it has alreadi been planned..eveything is going on as planned...by...
Saturday, June 23, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007
i know i shouldn't have said those words..
but it just feels so unreal..
i'm sorry..
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
i always thought i already had the courage..
but now..
i think that i'm just not strong enough..
not brave enough..
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
what if i say i'm tired already..
tired of everything..
i just wanna run away..
to a place where i can take a breath..
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i'm starting to miss you already..
totally have no idea why..
and i can't seem to find the reason behind..
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
not feeling well today..flu..headache..everything seems to clash together..
went to sch yest with sj..supposedly for badminton..den end up we din play at all..den saw elias ar sports hall area..after tt went lib..read a book..nice book..better dun say the title here..den went to bugis..had lunch at mos..the gals next to our table..wonder if they are chattin or quarellin..the gal had this slang..serious american slang..but please la..she's singaporean..what for you act out the slang sia..den went ms for movie..men in white..funnie but abit weird weird de..if you guys went to watch it u'll get what i mean..hmm..me n sj..we talked alot..about everything that happened recently..n i'm sorry there's some things i din tell you..when i'm suppose to..but dun worry..will tell you next time when it's right..k??:D ..n she understands too..din ask much bout it..hmm..den we went home n reached home quite late..today we're suppose to go somewhere..but din..coz i feel that it's better if we dun..
lastly..for those who are goin korea today..hope you guys enjoy urself..n take good care of urself too!~! =)
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Friday, June 08, 2007
tears just start to fall..
and i don't know why..
maybe it's because i'm starting to miss you already..
Friday, June 08, 2007
so much things happened lately..i'm a bit glad its holidays now..so i could just let everything out..although its only shortly 2 weeks of holidays..it just makes me feel like crying..i got a feeling something is going on..but just dunnoe what it is..now den i realised it..alot of it..just decided to read your blog..coz u always read mine..i realised that..haha..a shocking thing that i found out from the blog posted earlier today..omg..couldn't believe it..tears just started to fall..when i read till the part that has my name in it..it just made me cry even worse..i guess its hard for you too..making this decision..being pressured for a veri long time..making countless considerations..until the point where you decided what you should do..making the decision..i think it's impossible to change your decision now..hai..sad..veri sad..veri veri sad..
u taught me a lot..
so i am able to face whatever that comes ahead..
Friday, June 08, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
I still don't have the reason..
And you don't have the time..
And it really makes me wonder..
I don't believe it's true anymore..
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Saturday, June 02, 2007
had otcm paper today..think can pass..coz it's not veri difficult..just like wad the tutor said..it'll be veri straight forward..n indeed it is..
met up with sj today..she told me sth..haha..so funnie lor..ok..hmm..went to bugis n had lunch..we decided to buy the same bag!!..but shall wait till after sem tests den go buy together..hee=)
felt so sick yest..was so restless the whole day in sch..went to mac after lect with carol to have breakfast..den went back sch's lib to study..den carol came to find me..studied for a while n decided to go eat sth..met up with kj..den walked to biz park..den go cheers..den went back biz park again..ahha..coz couldn't realli decide wad to eat..den we bought sandwich n sat at biz park..den went for the 4pm lect..got ard 5 hrs break in total..just like tues..waited till 6pm just for a 15mins revision lect for otcm..powerful rite??huaha..
heard bout some stuff recently..but i still believe you're not tt kind of person..
Saturday, June 02, 2007
i felt better out of a sudden..
and realised..
you're the strength to keep me carry on..
Saturday, June 02, 2007
