Wednesday, May 28, 2008
how great..today no lesson too..hahaha..mon,wed,n thurs also no lesson..hahaha..hmm..everytime like tt de..when near to test or exam..gettin sick is like a must-have..wad the..it's tiring..think cuz of the rain today..hai..hope can faster faster get well..n not be like tt time durin exams..k..studyin time again..gtg..
it's always like that..
it just comes and goes..
cuz we're unsure..
unsure of everything..
just hoping that there'll be someone to tell us..
what we should do exactly..
but sometimes,
somethings you just have to figure it out yourself..
no one can tell you wad to do..
which makes things more complicated than it seems..
we're both in the same situation now..everything is so complicated..
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
slept at 2 am last nite..was rush proj coz today irene chan wanna look at it..we stay up till quite late to try to finish it up..haha..carol cute lor..so late le still eatin..den veri late den sleep..den last night on msn..we asked each other the same question at the same time too..ask if we've registered for the sip thing..hahahaha..was drinkin milk..nearly spill out lor...hahahaa..den finally done le..we all went to sleep at ard 2 plus..n have to wake up at 8 cuz proj meetin is at 10!!..oh my..so tired now..had proj meetin at 10, sale mgt tut at 1, sales mgt lect from 4-6...how great..haha..during meetin..was thinkin of goin cheers to buy drink..while walkin there..i saw jie mei!! haah..from far can see him alr..den talk with him n elias for a while..den went to cheers with agnes..hmm..n..heng la..the stuff we did up last night was ok..irene chan it was good!!..haha..keep up the good work girls!! =)) hmm...i was alr 3/4 dead durin lect..after lect..we all were standing outside lt..talkin to jian hai, jie mei n kenny..n the gals too..whol big group of ppl standing outside lt there talkin..n laughin..haha..the guys actually wanted to play soccer but it was rainin and so they all din..den super funnie..kejia came out from the toilet..and as she was so tall..and me n carol was 'hidden' within the whole grp of ppl, kejia cant find us at all!!!....den we purposely hide from her somemore..i hid behind josh den carol hid behind jianhai i think...ahahha...den she realli cant find us lor..the guys din know wad we were doin..when they found out..they playes along too..helping me n carol..hahah..the kejia walk all the way from the toilet there to the tables outside lt..and walked back again...den she still went to ask the gals if they saw us..omg!!!...ahahah..kejia ah kejia..grow taller somemore lar!!...hahahaha...kiddin kiddin..den i just laughed out and she saw us..den everyone just laughed out like siao..hahahah..so funnie lor!!!...den we went off..said bye to the whole group of ppl there..den went to meet shujun..waited for her for awhile..walked to the bus stop n it was so so so packed!!!...haha..n it was drizzllin somemore..den waited for quite some time until our bus came..n we went off..i'm so sleepy now n so..i shall end here..haha..take care ppl! =))
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
no lesson today..proj consultation i think..time to study..time to be back on track..
some things are easier to be said than done..
it's not easy..
what if the things they said are true..
try putting yourself in other people's shoes and think for them..
and i think it's something you have not done at all..
the story did went long with the song..
the song which gave hope..
then, sadness came along..
now, we have to continue the story..
which is not written in the song..
and it turned out to be much better when it first started..
sometimes, you should try to slow down your pace..
and look around..
at the things you missed..
the things you've never stopped to look at..
slow down to take a break..
slow down to breathe..
to think..
for what's best for everyone..
too much memories to give up..
too many songs which represented it..
too far to go..
too little things to know..
too little time to think..
hard to say i'm sorry..
Monday, May 26, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
am abit stressed up by projects and all..it felt like we're progressing abit slow..but now gotta focus more on mid sem tests rather than projects..after mid sem tests den gotta start to chiong alr la..ppl..work hard for mid sem tests!! =))
Sunday, May 25, 2008
fri reached sch before 2..tot i'll be late..walked to biz sch n saw the donation thing for sichuan again..so walked there again..n saw hongyi..haha..everytime cheeky smile oni..den went to find kejia n crystal they all..they ask me to sit down..den 2 seconds later say wanna go in lt alr..haha..they very bad..purposely one..haha..den we still went in later on..den there were two seats next to jack..so me n kejia moved back to sit with jack they all n den aunty wei lin started sayin me n kejia.."..just now ask u all move dun wan den now den move.."heee..if not the whole row oni me n kejia den abit weird ma..hee..den sth funnie happened during lect..super funnie lor..me, kejia, jack, shaun..just kept laughing..for dunnoe how long...thanks to jack's sweet wrapper...hahahahhahhaa!!!!!!!..after he ate the sweet den he crash the sweet wrapper n put it on the table..den he used his fingers, wanting the shoot it further infront..den who knows..the wrapper dropped on the chair infront of him, where edwin put his bag..den we all tot the wrapper dropped into his bag..den we 4 just started laughin n laughin..den jack leaned forward to see if it really dropped inside..den edwin looked back at jack...den jack faster moved back n act like nth happened..but we all still laughin..so he knows there's sth wrong..haha..n we just kept quiet..so funnie can..den no one wanted to tell him what happened..haha!!..in the end he still knew what happened la..n the wrapper did not get into his bag..its on the chair..haha!!..still so funnie can..oh my..after lect..we all went off..
den ard evening..kinda went shoppin la..bought 3 items in one day..2 jumper n 1 dress..hahahah!!!! how great.. n daddy saw what i bought..den he say its like kids clothings..omg!!...daddy very bad ..den he say it also looked like sleepwear..omg!!..but i know he kiddin la..hahhaha..but the dress was ok la..he din say anith bad bout the dress..haha..
n i just found out there'll be 2 weddings this year in my family..haha!!..one in sept n one in dec..
yest went out with sj n jess..went to have lunch at shaw house den went to orchard hotel ballroom, where there's this idp exhibition..took some brochures to look at..den went off ard 4 if im not wrong..den went to wisma to find sj's sis..den went off to heeren...hahaha..n hongyi's at work..so went to find him also..den when we reached there..it was exactly the time when he knock off..haha..den we went tcc for a drink n went home..my legs aching alr..haha..walked from centrepoint to ps..haha..
mid sem tests comin soon..gotta study alr..2 papers this time..
after all that we've been through,
i will make it up to you..
pick me up,
take me to a place i've never been before
in my heart,
i found a place to keep your smiling face
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
i found my twin~~n it's darling carol!! haahaha..we've been wearing kinda the same for the past two days..n we din tell each other what we were goin to wear..yest met her at bedok inter..she reached earlier..so when she turned n looked at me..she just started laughin alr..hahaha...sounds like our first retail EDP tutorial..haha..we both wore black, white n grey from head to toe..hahahah!!!!...n yest..we both wore white polo tee, shorts and slippers!!..super funnie..we dunnoe laughed for how long lor..we met earlier coz i gotta go to sch to print my notes as my printer siao siao one..cant print out the diagrams..so went to sch lab to print all of it at one go..on 69..funnie thing happened again..as the bus turned right along the reservoir there..we both turned at the same time..and asked each other the same question at the same pitch, " what you wanna eat?" haha..n here we go..laughin our heads off again..n i told her i think the bus is _ _ _ _ _ _ . hahaa..we keep doin the same things..haha..so we went to sch for lunch first..den heard someone call out carol's name at the overhead bridge..its kejia!!..n we went off for lunch..n i ate pan cake again..coz not tt hungry..den went for lect..watched videos..as usual..funnie ones..n meaningful ones too!!..
n dear dinosaur, one of the videos the lecturer showed says that elephants have good memory!!! haha!!..
n jian hai..stop saying tt guy's name whenever i see you can anot huh? u like 'selling' daughter like tt lor..hahah..as said by carol...haha..but i noe la..no matter how mani times i ask u to stop also unstopable one..coz more than one person did tt to me..n it's your clique de ppl!!!!...they all knew about it!!..n all also disturb me oni..bad bad~!
den today..we wore sth about the same too..top n denim skirt and the same slippers!! ahahah..oh my..n when we met..we burst out into laughter again!!!!...can't stop..n we were very late for proj meeting..sorry!!..den we walked to biz sch..n we walked over to make donations to help the Sichuan ppl..den sth happened arh!!! carol???..ahahha..secret secret!! =))..went to find the rest at library..den after awhile..we went to have lunch tgt at design sch..fish n chips again!!!! =))) but its nice!!..den went back to lib to cont'..den went for tutorial..n stupidityly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO ....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. damn it la..D.I.P.U.T.S!!!!! (read it backwards!~!~!~!~!) next time i'll just say I DON'T KNOW!!!..damn it!!~!~!~!..
4 months from now...n I'm counting down..
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Monday, May 19, 2008
that fear..
it's something that you can't imagine..
i will never go there alone ever again..
it felt like it's the end..
the end of everything..
i got lost at the beginning..
after so long..
i still am..
"Stop telling everyone that you're okay!.."
challenge what the future holds.
running out of time.
save me.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I'm sorry that nothing could be done. The pain that everyone has to go through. Many were affected. However, nothing was given in order to make a difference to it, to minimize the pain.I'm so, so, so sorry, and i think this is the only thing i can say.
Running against time.
I won't regret the decision I've made at the beginning. "Let fate decide..", that's what they told me. I can't imagine what it'll be like if I changed my mind at the very last minute. But I'm still glad i didn't, after all.
Knowing too much won't do you any good. Hence, I won't try to do anything to change what you think. Let things be the way it suppose to be. You will tell or ask me the things you wanted to all along someday, I know that. But for the time being, it's enough.
You knew everything, nearly all, I can say. For now, thanks for everything. That's enough.
You've been trying to tell me this all along, and I know that too. The hints you've given. And i also know that you'll always be watching over everyone. Time is all i needed.
This is what i want to tell .
Sorry, once again.
The date has been decided. A few months from now. Awaiting..n I'll be back.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
yest had lesson from 1-6pm..great rite?? n dear tutor say i 'siao' n 'gong'..hahahah!!!..cuz was askin her bout the Puma fashion show at MS tt i went with jun..she was actually goin to watch it too..but she say wait too long le den just walked away with her friend w/o watchin it..den i told her i waited for it to start n watched it throughout..hahah..den she say i 'siao'..den she was thinkin she might have said it wrong..den she say 'u gong ah..'...hahaha..den the whole class laughed!!...but nvm la..i know she kiddin one..haha..opps..dun realli know if can say bout this anot..besley lar..scare me..dunnoe if its true anot also...bleah!! :p cuz while we were all standin outside lt waitin for...er..dunnoe waiting for wad..i think we were all just standing outside the lt there chattin!!!...hhahaa..was with carol..den standin there..den the guys came..was chattin..laughin like siao..'thanks' to our dear jian hai, ah kiong, besley, n jack i think..dun realli rmb le..haha..den jianhai was askin bout tt matter..den i just tell him la..den besley down there..'hor hor..they say cannot tell other ppl one..hor hor..'..stupid la..how i noe cannot tell..i din even go for tutorial last wk..hahaha!!! =) but wadever la..i think they purposely ask one lor..den down there keep 'hor hor...' bad bad friends!!! hahaha..n they will NEVER EVER stop disturbing me..think the whole cohort goin to know all bout it someday..thanks to our ex-monitor, jianhai..ok..den went in for lect..there were so many ppl inside alr..so we had no choice but to sit super in front..haha..the first few rows somemore..the client came to give a talk for our project..den after the talk..they gave us a gift..which is a pen n its put in a black box..each of us was given one..den our dear shaun khoo..who is sittin behind me..did sth tt made me laugh till i wan throw the pen at him lor..haha..he did sth n said the pen is 'Mont Blanc'..lame can!!!! ..den i tell him..next time lecture i make sure i dun sit anywhere near him or next to him..last wk sit next to him i wan bang wall alr..say wad..'it's the latest trend in Ch___.' omg!!!..but tt actually kep me awake throughout the lecture la..hahah..n hor..ok..nvm..i dun say here..hahaha..o..waited for jun for ard 1 hr..hahaha..lect ended at 6pm..den wait n wait..6 plus den finished everything...hahahaha..she was like...so guilty..haha..den we went off..
den today..wah..super tired..super sian..went to sch earlier for proj meetin..den we were all hungry..so went cheers to buy instant noodles to eat..but the water not hot one..so our noodles were still abit 'hard'..ahah..den chat chat..discuss discuss..den went for tutorial..which is oni at 3rd level..as usual..funnie things happen durin tutorial..thanks to joshua..said sth wrong..hahahahah!!! ok..after tut..went home..n got to know sth!!..wah...they veri nice lor..wanna scare me..at first i din believe la..but say till so serious..made me tot it was real..chey...got punk'd!!
whatever it is,
everything will still go according as planned.
the promise we made
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Monday, May 05, 2008
late for lect today..for dunnoe how long..during lect, no one took out notes to write..jack, shaun, carol n me, we just pull out the tables n put our bags on it..how great..mr seah was walkin up n down the Lt..coz the Lt was so steep tt he felt so tired while teachin..n said his neck was breakin..lect ended..n den went for tutorial..it was so damn funnie..he was askin us some questions n made us laughed like siao..n guess wad..he din even noe wads the face shop!! haha..i laugh till i wan bang head alr..den after tut..went to eat at design sch..den saw jiahong!!! haha...n i started hittin him when i saw him..as i was goin for calculus lect later on..n he knows about it..he said he wanted to tell the lecturer that there was an intruder who is disturbin him durin lect..hahaha..abish!! hit him even more!!! ahhaha!!..den went for lect..saw gerald..den he ask if i was too free alr n got nth to do..haha..after lect..went tamp den went home..was tired..very very tired..tml got lesson at 1 - 6pm straight!!!!!!..how great..
that's how I'm going to leave things to be..
so now is it the third time or is it the cont'd version of the second time??
i'm in this state all because of you
Dear jun, you're still the one who knows me the best =)
maybe it's intuition,
but some things you just don't question.
i know that it might sound more than a little crazy but i believe
and there's just no rhyme or reason
and i knew it even before i met you
Monday, May 05, 2008
