i miss you.. even though you're standing right in front of me..
Monday, July 30, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
really hoped that you were there.. but i understand.. so it's okay..
i dun feel any better today.. honestly, i feel much worse..
i need all my sleep back!!!
Friday, July 27, 2007
all i needed is understanding from u all..i'm not askin much..having so mani projects which due around the same time isn't my fault..i'm not in yr 1 anymore..its not like there's oni a few projs..there are things other than projects..like tradin n all..dun blame me for all this..everything is so in a rush..i'm not feelin well and this is sth that is not like unknown..i dun have enough rest..there are things to rush..everyone is like busy everyday becoz of proj..not like we can sit down and dun do anything bout the proj when no one cares bout it..if no one cared bout the proj..n we also dun care..den when it comes to due..wad shld we do?..rush like idiots?? and get those negative comments?
i realli had enough..everything tt happened i can act blur..but pls..there's a limit to all..dun cross the line, PLZ!!!..if you're reading this or not..i dun care..this is my blog..i can write wadever i wan..wadever i like..who cares bout you when you dun even care about others..wanna go spread ard go la..for all that i care..tellin ppl all this..spreading ard..wanna increase ur publicity isit?..go ahead la..do wadever you wan..also to some..using ur eye power all ard..wan a.a. isit..
i can endure..but pls be clear that you're not always right..you just gotta listen to other's comments..pls look ahead..dun just stick to ur part..and heck care bout others..rushing eveything like siao..all you know is to talk and there's no action at all..oni now how to point out the wrong part n not improving it..wad u wan sia..
if u're wondering why i'm like tt..u have to consider which sch i graduate from..there's some influence somehow..
n lastly..i have 'selective hearing'..say wadever you want la..
Friday, July 27, 2007
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
i admit.. i have fallen for you.. that's when i love you..
no matter what..
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Monday, July 23, 2007
i've learnt not to get worked up so easily..i'm always tryin to calm down..if not i'll suffer from the attack again..they do have side effects..i'm tryin not to rely on it so much..even the stairs are my 'enemies' now..but i still dun have a choice coz i have to take the stairs to go to sch too..sigh..eveytime i have that feelin..i'll just freak out n i'll be veri scared..like wad happened last wed..before goin to sch...it realli did freaked me out..i'm tired..there are so many things i cant do..
i'm glad that you came into my life..chasing all the pain away..
Monday, July 23, 2007
Sunday, July 22, 2007
5. polo tees
isit veri funnie to see me get bullied by others???hmm???hmm??? sit there laugh at me oni..so bad.. =P [bleah]
but nvm..at least u still came out to see if i'm ok anot after i went out alone..thanks..[ *erm..this has no link to the bully part ]
hai..fell sick again..plus din have enough sleep..so..currently still on medication..sorry doc..think u see me until sian alr..my grp members all sick alr..durin the pdt briefin on fri..everyone were like half-dead..tok also either mono-tone or no voice..hai..streesed up with all this projs lor..
now rushing for mr proj which is due on wed..gotta rush the report out lor..n the thing is..max of 30 pgs..excludin exec summary...how great...n finance proj due on fri..n otcm proj report due on 30july..otcm self-medication kit due on 2aug..how great can this be man..thanks ah..
1st ave has realli became out second home..will be there like everyday..for a veri long time too..now..i'm like spending lesser n lesser time at home..go to sch early in the morn n reach home late at night..sick also become worse alr la..how to get enough rest like tt..sigh..
nvm..sure got ways de..haha =) let everyday be happy and eveything will go well too.. *it's true!!! =)
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Thursday, July 19, 2007
4. the 3 main colours tt can be found in my wardrobe ~combination
projs due dates are near..trading at 1st ave..otcm proj n self medication kit..mr proj..finance report..omg..i'm going mad!!!!
thanks for today..
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
1. black and blue 2. ladybird 3. tree
it's getting serious.. din realise it untill today.. u have to look out for me.. sorry to you to have that responsibility..
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Friday, July 13, 2007
thx sj =) although it's not the complete story..its veri veri long..have to say the whole complete thing den u'll know why i..u noe..hmm..thought that if i told u face-to-face would be easier..den i realised i was wrong..it took me a long time before i could even start..i dunnoe how to continue after i began the conversation..sori gal..
how i wish u were there..so that u can help me wipe the tears away..
i love you anyway..
Friday, July 13, 2007
Thursday, July 12, 2007
why did i remember so clearly what happened..
that's when i love you..
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
will the sadness be gone? or will it just stay there forever? who can i turn to?
i can feel my whole world crashing down.. i'm really tired.. so tired.. but i still have to maintain that 'me'.. in front of so many people.. i'm really lost..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
am i confusing myself or are you making me confused?
the questions i asked din seem to let me get any answers from you..
sick sick sick..had mc on tues..but still went back to sch for finance..since there'll be a mini lecture during tut period..den after tt had to discuss the vm for the window display at 1st ave for 2R01..in the end..after decidin wad it'll be like..we went to ask mr.ho bout it..den he say cannot..den ok lor..change the idea..in the end..it was decided..we chose to follow our veri first idea..as it seemed more appropriate..to us..after deciding..went off with carol, kj n jianhai..as carol's class discussin bout their vm too..hai..this suppose to be fun..but it knida ended up to be stressful..hope it turns out well =)
gotta go study for otcm quiz which is tml..from 6-7pm..lame lor..im goin to have 5hrs of break tml..got 2 lect notes to study..but due to my condition now..i doubt that i will get any of it into my head..but no choice..still have to study..hope it's not veri difficult.. =)
long time nv see sj alr..not even in sch..shall meet up soon!!..n the thing im goin to tell u bout is kinda a long story..so be prepared..haha=) cya soon..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Sunday, July 08, 2007
i believe it's true.. but i can't change the outcome.. there's time constraint.. it happened so quickly.. it just slip through my mind.. i din have the time to react..
Sunday, July 08, 2007
sick sick sick..
caught flu and sore throat..sore throat gettin better..but not flu..it's gettin worse man..can't go see doc..have to wait till mon..i wonder what state will i be when monday comes..for the time being..i can only eat wadever flu medicine tt i can find at home..but it's not helping..i think i wont even have the strength to talk while in sch tml..sigh..tml still got finance quiz..now dun even have the strength to study lor..
sorry to crystal..din go for ur bd bbq..was veri sick yest..n it is still veri bad now..haha..hmm..heard tt u guys had quite a lot of fun..haha..hmm..sorry..
no choice..still have to study for finance..sigh..
~i need your help again..pls..help me get through this~
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Friday, July 06, 2007
i may call it off someday..
the decision i've made..
Friday, July 06, 2007
Friday, July 06, 2007
blog suppose to be a place where people can voice out the happy or sad things that happened to them..making it like a place where people can recall what happened on which day and so on..
but one day..dunnoe ever since when..some people just cant do so..coz there will be people who come and read the posts..n go spread ard wad was written in it..lame lor..n how it was found out..when some of them ACCIDENTALLY spilt out that they went to read those blogs..
some can see that i'm totally pissed off today..wad a week to conclude..there's no enough time for all..studies...work..everything..
it just feels like there isn't any extra time for us to catch a breathe or even take a break..
i realli need some time off..everything's crashing together..
Friday, July 06, 2007
Thursday, July 05, 2007
whatever others said.. i chose not to believe.. i only believe what i know is true..
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
sick sick sick..it's all that can happen to me now..
you're the strength to keep me going..
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Sunday, July 01, 2007
omg...it's so true about the current situation..
if i were given a choice.. i'll choose the option that's being encouraged too..
