Thursday, June 18, 2009
i was so wrong..to have said that you din remember, you din remember.. but actually, you're the one who is more thoughtful.. maybe you din know that.. but you are.. a yearly 'thing' is much more meaningful and special than a 'monthly' thing.. you are so so so right!!!
but now, everything just felt like tumbling down.. y did i always suspect this kind of things would happen, and it did happen.. me and my stupid thinking.. shit! now we're not talking and i just hate it.. for the first time ever since last yr.. i know you're not going to talk about anith for the time being.. n somehow, i already know what your answer is.. but i just hope its something different.. y did things turn out this way? everything was going so well.. n somehow i have a feeling that you found my blog.. so if you are reading now.. i really meant what i said in the message i sent.. i even told u a secret that i din tell anyone..
n now, i feel like the worst is back.. its been gone for a few months and now its back.. how am i going to do this without you?
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the borken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not
It's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together
I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you
The way I felt
That I'd be lost without you
And never find myself
Let's hold onto each other
Above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And believe that I can change
I'll keep us together
Whatever it takes.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
