Wednesday, April 30, 2008
alot of things happened this few days..got to know alot of things..it just feels like everyone is having problems..problems of their own..most are sad..it's difficult to distinguish what is right and what is wrong..things may not always be the way we wanted them to be..when that happens, we will see the truth.. a truth that we do not wish to know.. because when we knew it, everything changes.. we cant turn back the time to make changes to make it seem like the way it should be.. or what we want them to be..
should i have rejected the offer long time ago so that all these would not happen?
It's time to quit..
Don't make me change my mind.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Saturday, April 26, 2008
that day..
i saw the big sky..
i saw the large group of trees..
i saw the large piece of land..
i saw the wide sea..
i saw a plane that was descending and it was so near me..
when i was there, and no one was around me..
i saw you..
this shall be the last time..
there won't be a third time..
ever..
like i've said..
it's time to quit..
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
living one day free-of-medicine is killing me more than anything else..this morning i woke up and i felt the worst of my life..it nearly killed me..but dun worry..i'm still alive..if not i wont be posting up..haha..ok..i dont have time now so this shall be a short post..all i wanted to say is..
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO DADDY AND GRANDMA!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA ALL =)))
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
sch started~~was lookin forward to it as it has been quite some time ever since i last seen my poly friends!!.. =))..ok..first day..only had lesson for 1 hr..was on the way to sch but wasn't feeling tt well..was thinkin whether i shld turn back and head back home..ahhaha!!..but i still went to sch instead..durin lecture..it was killin me..headache till my head want bao alr..cant take it so went to the toilet for a break..den went back lect..the lecturer still tokin..haha..non-stop..n guess wad..now every monday, we have to wear till super super nice to sch..coz of wad excutive dunnoe wad prog la..i also dunnoe..coz i wasn't listenin anyway..hee =)).. hmm..but still ok la..just wear like goin to work lor..hee..after tt, went tm with carol go eat lunch...n is kj say wan have lunch tgt de..but guess wad..she din came for lect..haha..cute ah u, kj..haha..
hmm..2nd day of sch..went to orchard in the afternn..den went to sch..wasn't feelin well either..was bombarded with medicines ever since last wk...n doc changed my medicine since the prev one din seem to help..but the new one was killin me either..sigh..cant help it..but phew..no lesson on wed n thurs this wk!!.. =)) ok..lect at 4pm..till 6..how great..n the lecturer..omg..was funnie la..but..still ok la..haha..dunnoe wad i tokin about alr..went in lt..saw faces that i din see before..was so afraid i walked into the wrong LT..hahaha..den mr roche came in..phew..finally..i asked him whether its the right LT..den he say ya..den he was laughin at me la..so bad ...hahah..after lect..went to meet sj for awhile..den went to tm with carol, kj, n kwangjing =) sth happened when we're on 69..sigh..dun tok about it le..hmm..den went home after tt =)
they're right, i'm like a clock that does not move..
when people are moving forward and living their lives..
i'm still in the past..
not taking a step back..
neither am i taking a step forward..
i've decided, just for today, let me live free - of - medicines, as time is short...
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008
when will i know what you meant that day..
there's no way i can find out about it myself right?..
analysed: you may be the cause of what happened..but i think you still have no idea about it..
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
detour??
its wrong..
you said that i was weird today..
and the only thing i can say to you is thank you..
all that i need..
Monday, April 14, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
you must have been coming to my blog to check on the updates i've made to see whether you've succeed..if you can do that, i'm sure you will do this too..so do you think this is the best you got? well, i don't think so. if you think you've succeed, well, i don't think so too. wanna get me annoyed and angry?? try harder.. and i bet that you wont even succeed no matter how hard you try to bring me down. if you think its fun, go ahead, continue doing what you have been doing. I DON'T GIVE A DAMN THING ABOUT IT. well, have fun while doing that. but do get this in your head, there will be loopholes somehow. its not difficult to find you.
by the way, i already knew who you are.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
