Sunday, April 19, 2009
busy schedule.. but everything's fine with you ard =) my mind is certain.. althought it got abit shaky today.. but as i pressed the cancel button.. it shows that i've become more certain.. because of you.. i am able to cancel it off.. n it will never be sent out..
since the recipient would not wish that i am the one who approach first.. from this, it is clear that i am not able to find the recipient whenever i want to unless the recipient makes the first move.. but on the other hand, he is someone who i am able to find n approach whenever i want to.. 24/7 just for me.. which for me, is enough =)
to the person, if you're reading this, it seems to me that everything is not like what you said.. if you want me to trust you again.. den you have to try harder.. words should go together with actions.. but for you.. it has always been 'only words'.. i dunnoe wad you wanna do.. but i can tell you now that my mind is certain.. i hope you see this.. if you don't, den i dunnoe wad to say..
back to happenings.. wow.. korkor gave me a pack of playing cards he bought from japan disneyland.. cute! haha.. wad i've been doing at work? disturbing korkor n micheal.. huaha!! say things that will make them speechless.. n its realli difficult to make senior laugh at my jokes.. he just wont laugh.. sigh..
about wad korkor said to me today.. wad i can say is.. no matter how happy a person is in front of everyone.. she is not always happy.. she has encountered sad things too.. but being happy had became a way to hide her unhappiness.. so, in conclusion, no one is forever and always happy..
hmmm.. actually abit fan these days.. knowing things which i have to keep it to myself.. seeing them being sad about it.. yet i can't say much or do much.. nobody can know about this.. nobody is suppose to know.. but everything does realli get easier with u ard.. =)
JULY JULY JULY!!!! end work n i wanna go travel n play!!! discussed with korkor about this alr.. we all shall go on a trip! haha=) can't wait!!!
hmmm.. somebody is going to have fun this weekend alr.. but nvm.. i will be fine =)
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MELISSA TAN!!!!! =) loves!! n i hope can meet up with jess n sj soon!!! n ah hai too.. haha! (see.. i din leave out your name =D)
P.S: love the song on my friendster profile =)
Sunday, April 19, 2009